illusions

APATHY

right now i feel so abandoned, used, and abused
i could not believe that the tree that i'm leaning on
was the first to leave me
my efforts have been wasted
and my life has been turned into a living maze of entropy

it is not the action but the person who did the action
some things can be excused
some things can be forgotten
but some things are just too much

i did not work for my position
just to be a slave to my constituent
i try to listen
but i pray that i be heard
i give so much
give as much

stop using me as if you control me
stop being so unfeeling
stop being so irritating

you are not alone in this world
you do not control this world
and certainly
you do not control my world

everything has a limit
everything has a breaking point
it is unfortunate when we come to such places
but i alone cannot stop gravity